Blessed.

I have devoted a fair amount of energy to feeling sorry for myself lately. This bedrest business has not been my cup of tea. I feel like someone hit pause on my well planned agenda while the world outside my window is carrying on as normal. Like everything is spinning out of my control.

But today...I feel blessed. A little change in my attitude has made a big difference. Granted I don't like pause, it is forcing me to step back a little. And I am reminded that it is all out of my control anyway. So I might as well take a deep breath and let it all unfold as it may. I am not charge and sometimes that is a good thing. ;)